I didn’t know why my bones were so brittle,
until I realized winter had ended.
The sun passed through there just the other day,
my need to go outside pended.
I felt you inside me babe,
so I left my guard down.
Thought you’d never eat my heart,
I guess what goes around comes around.
I never would have believed you’d wanted,
the one thing I had that decomposed.
Would of never thought you’d devour my heart,
when my other guts were just as exposed.
I’m having a bad year, more than just a bad night
but tonight is bad.
I miss belonging
because now I am as pointless as the blank stares on from the faces on my wall
My room is dark and cold
My head is loud and awake
My chest hurts and my ribs are breaking
I wish I knew how to rearrange the wires in my body
How do those wires work?
It’s so simple, to miss someone
Do you ever feel this way?
You are so much more together than I.
Or at least you try to prove that you are
Never focus on those twitching wires inside your head
Never worry never doubt